i won’T miss…

 

1. Searching for a viable vein for hours
2. My veins hurting
3. Having to wear long sleeve shirts in the summer
4. Not being able to breathe in fresh air
5. Having to take intensive Tweaker Baths every day to restore my skin
6. Skin so dry even the Mojave Desert looks moist
7. A substance taking up every waking moment of the day
8. Lack of sleep / exhaustion
9. Meth Mouth / Dry Mouth
10. Being locked away in my apartment for days / months on end
11. My dog not getting adequate attention (the single hardest thing for me to face)
12. The feeling of being stuck repeatedly
13. A stiff body
14. Searching for 12 hours straight for the perfect porn clip
15. Having my days and my nights reversed
16. Not feeling normal unless I’ve just banged
17. People that don’t party responsibly and with integrity
18. Connections constantly dropping by my house
19. All the lies to cover up my using
20. Draining my back account to put shit up my arm

when iT goT quieT

Tweaker True Word

It’s sad when you realize the group of friends that you thought were so supportive and amazing aren’t really that at all. They talk about always being there for you but when it comes time you’re all alone and when they ask how you’re doing and you don’t know if you should tell them to fuck off or if you should tell them how you cry on your bedroom floor each night because your so fucking broken and can’t keep a needle out of your arm so you just half smile and say “I’m ok”

 

The day I stopped carrying a baggy in one hand and a $50 bill in the other is the day my world went silent

It was the longest I’ve ever been

And the silence was deafening !

Tweakers are NOT your friends! 

whaT’s your Tweak?

I tweak on my phone bad, watching porn,checking fb,doing a puzzle, I don’t put my phone down!! I also get high and I don’t leave my apartment at all for day’s which is very unhealthy.

i TOTALLY get u ! i actually went as far as having my roommate lock my phone in his safe so i couldn’t get to it. lot of good that did. when he tweaked looking out the windows i just used his phone. lol

seriously i got off all the hook up sites. my tweak now is still my phone or pad but i tweak here on tumblr where other folks “”get it”

the not leaving the house concerns me a little. now when i party i don’t go out of the house except to walk the dog. i can walk by a bag of meth and look high so i don’t want people seeing me in that condition. but i’m strict about party one day, rest one day. I never go longer than 36 hours, ever.

how long are we talking? how long has it been since u left your house?

pvt message or chat me if u prefer

I post this from time to time because it’s one of the best resources going for IV Drug Users and because I firmly believe in the principles of Harm Reduction

Nothing like this existed when I first started using

This information would have saved me countless days of heartache and would have also saved my veins

Please share with any friend who uses IV Drugs

It could save a life

Getting Off Right- Safely Injecting Manual – Harm Reduction

Yah that works until I’m spun out

Then I just HAVE tell everybody all about my business…who I slept with, who NOT to sleep with, what I paid for it, how big I’ve ever gone etc…

It’s actually worse than an alcoholic who “Drinks and Dials” because it’s rapid fire, non stop, high energy and I’m gonna have talked about SO much by morning that I won’t possibly remember it all

Ummm…the G didn’t help, either

Why couldn’t mine have been looking thru blinds like a normal tweaker ?

gay hook up siTes…

Sorry ladies this is one for the boys tonight.

I just loved asking the question of a gay tweaker:

So how many hook up websites do you belong to and which ones work best for you?

If you want to bring a conversation to a grinding halt just asked that question!

The answer is inevitably “ONE”

<laughter, rolling about floor, unable to breathe >

“Yeah, right Sister”

To date I’ve NEVER met a tweaker who gave an honest answer to this question…one my fairy ass. Just tonight alone I saw him check three accounts on his cellphone.

In fact, on average, my experience has been when you bust the liar’s chops it turns into more like SIX sites per gay tweaker.

So what does the truth look like?

Well it’s a lot like my playlist actually…here’s a run down:

Grindr

bbrt

A4A

NastyKinkPigs

Grandslammerz.net

breedingzone, and what gay Tweaker leaves off Craigslist ???

This AFTER I got rid of

Scruff

PartyandPlay.net

Cumhunt

Dudesnude

Squirt

Recon

AdultHooksUps

Add to that chat and video sites:

OoVoo

Skype

Zoom

NKP’s, Grandslammerz and breedzones’s Video amd Chat Rooms

Dont get me started on KIK or Chatterbate.

And God Help me, I still miss ICU2!

Most sites either turn a blind eye to drug use or openly endorse it by allowing your profile to publicly state that you do drugs and in what frequency. All completely deny it like the corporate robots they are.

So there you go boys…that’s a run down of where to shop for boys when you fly.

And I am JUST scratching the surface here, I kid u NOT!

But he warned …shopping for dick is NOT for the faint of heart !

It’s exhausting, it takes hours, battery power, an ability to multi task and keep up with multiple sites, ability to efficiently screen candidates, and a built in bullshit and freak sensor plus a will of iron.

No wonder we take drugs!

Motto?

Find 2 hook up sites that work best/produce the best results for your geographical area and sexual / party preferences and call it a day.

Nuff said.

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